1/11/2011 :3

School is kinda boring after PMR. Ok. It's SUPER BORING. Like seriously. Well,sorta till today :)
we had tug-of-war :D HAHA it was fun :) though I didn't play as much as the rest :P everyone got their shirts and hands and legs super dirty but it was worth the fun :) yeah we lost but the fun we had was indescribable :3 F.R.I.E.N.D.S <3 love ya'all <3 :)

PMR :/

One more week! ONE MORE WEEK! What the shyt!? :/ So man things and so lil time! Ohmygoodness :/ so torturing :( pfffft :(

5th October :/

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#FML.

238 days :')

You are my sunshine :) my only sunshine :)
14/1/2011. The day our fairytale begins :)


The ups and downs bought us closer :)
26/8/2011 marks our 238th day together :)
You never fail to make me smile like the sun :')
Time flies every time we're having fun together.
Your smile and laughter are priceless <3
You're always standing by my side. No matter what.
You are my sun,my star,my man,my superman,my everything <3 :)
Meeting you was the best thing that's ever happened :)
You are the best damn thing. Always and forever :)
You're perfectly perfect just the way you are :)
Thank you so much for every single lil thing you did :')
Because of you I believe in everything once again :)
Sorry for every wrong thingy I did.
Thank you for putting up with me.
Sorry I throw tantrums around :X
Thank you for letting me win in every argument :P
Sorry I never admit I'm the one to be blame :X
Thank you for putting me as number one,your first priority :')
Thank you for standing up for me every time.
Sorry sometimes I'm just the worst girlfriend that's ever live.
Well,you're the best boyfriend ever :') YOU REALLY ARE.
*stop saying you're not kay?
Coz' you're the most amazing guy ever :))
I still have so much to say. Like A LOT. But words are limited.
I'm just gonna conclude this now.
*sorry :/
I love you Jack Tan Aw Yang <3 :)
I really do love you loads :)
Happy 238th Day my love :')
Two hundred and thirty eight days and counting on :')

TRIALS!

15/8/2011.
That's the first day of TRIALS!! :/
Wish me luck peeps!

I really will die if this continue.
WTF :/

a real boyfriend ;)

When she stares at your mouth, kiss her.
When she pushes you or hits you like a dummie cause she thinks shes stronger than you, grab her and dont let go.
When she starts cursing at you trying to act all tough, kiss her and tell her you love her.
When she’s quiet, ask her whats wrong.
When she ignores you, give her your attention.
When she pulls away, pull her back.
When you see her at her worst, tell her she’s beautiful.
When you see her start crying, just hold her and don’t let go.
When you see her walking, sneak up and hug her waist from behind.
When she’s scared, protect her.
When she steals your favorite hoodie, let her keep it and sleep with it for a night.
When she teases you, tease her back and make her laugh.
When she doesn’t answer for a long time, reassure her that everything is okay.
When she looks at you with doubt, back yourself up.
When she says that she loves you, she really does more than you can understand.
When she grabs at your hands, hold hers and play with her fingers.
When she bumps into you, bump into her back and make her laugh. she really does more than you can understand
When she grabs at your hands. Hold her’s and play with her fingers.
When she tells you a secret, keep it safe and untold.
When she looks at you in your eyes, dont look away until she does.
When she says it’s over, she still wants you to be hers.
When she reblog this post, she wants you to read it.
Stay on the phone with her even if she’s not saying anything.
When she’s mad, hug her tight and don’t let go.
When she says she’s ok, don’t believe it, talk with her because 10 yrs later she’ll remember you.
Call her at 12:00am on her birthday to tell her you love her. Treat her like she’s all that matters to you.
Stay up all night with her when she’s sick.
Watch her favorite movie with her or her favorite show even if you think it’s stupid.
Give her the world. Let her wear your clothes.
When she’s bored and sad, hang out with her.
Let her know she’s important. Don’t talk about other girls around her.
Kiss her in the pouring rain.
When she runs up to you crying, the first thing you say is, “Whose ass am I kicking, love?”
awww ;)

Whatever.

To you-know-who-you-are.
Dude,I don't hate you and I don't think you hate me too. We USED to be friends until you let someone stupid stepped in. I see no hatred in you eyes. It's just your ego. I know you are mad cause I help "him". Boy,I never know you would get so agitated. You want me to knock some senses into your head? And I really wonder why you guys just hate them so much == LOOK. YOU GUYS HAVE YOUR IMPERFECTIONS AS WELL AITE? Get a life. Stop trying to pollute my mind with all your own crap. I know who they really are and who you really are. I admit I'm a lil disappointed with you,kinda mad at you and....a lil insy winsy weird cause we don't communicate anymore. But after changing seats in class. I got use to not talking to you anymore. Boy,I don't miss you this friend and I don't think I need two-faced friends like you guys :) One day,I'll make you guys regret for everything you guys did to me. All those rumors you guys spread to tear my best friend down? Not that easy :) Boy,if you wanna be a two-faced guy? Well,at least make one side good looking ;)
Lots of love,
your ex best friend :)

Countdown.

88 days till PMR! :/
Oh my :/ Trials are on the 12th of next month :( Wish me luck :/

No one understands :X

FML >< >< 101 days till PMR :( I'm not ready. I'm scare. I'm nervous. I'm freaking out. I feel the pressure. I lose faith in myself every time I see questions on the exam paper. I feel like a total loser after seeing my results. I'm falling down. I'm exhausted. I wanna cry. I need a hug and shoulder for me to lean on. I just wanna die :( Nobody will understand how I feel :/




I NEED YOU :/
I need you so badly :/

:)

"There's this boy and he kinda has my heart" ;)
"He's not the only guy in the universe but he's the only one that matters" :')
"I like a lot of things. Normal things,unusual things. Things people would never expect me to like. But all of the things i like,good and bad,you know what I like the most? YOU." :3
"To love and to be love is the greatest happiness of existence." :D
Forgive me,I'm just too bored today :/ Too much of Geography :P

March :/

2011 flies like a rocket. It's March already :( so the fast :( exams are after the holidays. AGAIN == blah blah blah :X Oh well. Merentas desa today. We ran in the rain :D But we all looked like we're covered in da bian :X LOL :)I guess overall it was kinda fun despite the rain and mud and the 4km distance :P teehee :D Countdown to PMR :/ That's all cause I've no idea what to post dy so kthxbye. :)

Hello.

I know it's been sometime since I update my blog. So.. Hi hi hello. It's CNY tomorrow. TOMORROW! And I still got homework. Like LOADS. Blahhhh. Back to school on the 7th. Fast enough :/ Okay.. Wadev. HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR PEEPS! :D Have an awesome and blessed year ahead! :)

Blah blah blah :)))

A week has passed. AGAIN. School is tiring :/ 5 hours a sleep per day and I always feel like sleeping in class :( OH MAN :| Classes are not as fun as form2 anymore. I really really miss form2 :( I miss afternoon session,I miss my form2 teachers. :/ I love my age :P HEHE xD 15 :) I think it's a really cool age :P Okayyy. I've no idea what I just said :/ I'M SHOOO LAME nowadays :X

What if?

What if I never meet you? What if we never get to know each other? What if all these never happened? What if....? What if I fell for you? But you're not the right one. What if everything they said is true? But I really can't stand another chance to be hurt again. Can you please just give me an answer? I can't stand it anymore :| UGHH. :|

201:( or :)?

Hello :P My name is Justina Constance Ong Fay Inn :P I am 14 going on 15 :) I am a PMR candidate in the year 2011 :( HAHA LOL. I am going crazy :O Sorry but I can't help it. GAHHH. Today is my slash everyone's first day of school. My handwriting looks so weird and I looked stupid in my uniform :| Met a lot of crappy teachers and can't help laughing at my Science teacher :P ohmygosh. HAHA :D I'm trying to love 15 cause 15 only comes once in a lifetime (: I think I caught a love bug :O oh mannn :/