Am I in love?

I can't tell if I'm in love, because I am crushing way down the deep end. I can't tell whether this feeling is right or not. I can't tell if he likes me back the way I do. People keep telling me he do likes me, but I can't tell from the look in his eyes. It shows no evidence at all. He probably doesn't like me. Maybe he is not my missing puzzle piece, and he doesn't think that way either. People always 15 is the year we fall in love :)I'm only 14 and a half so maybe I'm not in love yet :P Relationships are complicated. And this is the one thing I dislike about relationships. I know is normal to have a crush at this age but I've no idea what I feel for him. Feelings are really weird. Love may not be everything but it's still a part of life. It's love that makes the world a beautiful place :) Hmmmm I wonder why is it complicated :|

class of 2010 is over.

Class of 2010 is over. I don't like the feeling of it. But it's still a fact that can't be changed so no matter what I still need to accept it. PFFT :| How I wish form2 never end. I missed school and friends and the bunch of tortoise :) LOL. Last day of school was kinda boring but yet memorable. Last day of form2,last day in afternoon session. I'll miss all of these so badly. :( I've come to realize that I'll be waking up EARLY for school and sleeping LATE :| WTT == Seriously man. We can't stand studying that long people! We're not robots. We need SLEEP. UGH. Okay. And next. Today is 19/11/2010 :) It's a Friday :D I used to loved Fridays but sadly I disliked them now. Don't ask me why :P So... My classmates and I went for badminton. LOLL. Nothing special about that ;) Oh! I watched Harry Potter and the Deathly Hallows just now :DD whootz~ ^^ It's AWESOME! :) It's so magical :) The effect and stuff brings the whole movie to life :) awesome-ness :D Oh my Emma Watson is so pretty that I can't help falling in love with her XD omg x) teehee :) Hmmmm it's so magical that I felt like I'm in the movie as well :D I can't wait for part2!! :)

2 Tes 3'10 :)

2010 came and went so fast. This proves that time flies. I'm in the noisiest and naughtiest class you can ever imagine-2 Tes 3:) When I first stepped into this class,I thought "woah. cool class,people." :P The very first person that I know is my darling Wong Hui Yan of course :D the girls was KINDA friendly but the boys were sombongnya. :P teehee :) I love 2 Tes 3 :D I really do :) Frankly speaking,I actually disliked 2 Tes 3 AT FIRST. ;) Well,it was because I was forced to study here so yea :) but now I LOVE YOU GUYS! ;) We went through a lot of ups and downs together. We cried and laugh together. We went crazy together. :D And that is the best part among all :) We may encountered a lot of problems but our friendship is still strong :) wheee~ From strangers to classmates to talking partners to playmate! :D I love the noise coming from 2 Tes 3. It maybe loud and noisy yet it is very nice XD We have the merriest and loudest laughter ever :D TEEHEE :) The guys in my class are seriously naughty and sometimes a pain in the butt :P But they are still fun :D The girls are loveable,pretty and cute! And I really love them! :) 2 Tes 3 '10 is the BEST class ever :) You guys are awesome and it's my pleasure to know each and everyone of you. It's really fun for the past one year and I'm hoping for more to come soon :) 2011 is coming and I'm looking forward to it :D ILY ;)
p/s: I've no idea what am I writing about ==
I'm just too bored :S

what's next? (:

2010 is coming to an end. I'll miss form2 so freaking bad. :( I know I keep saying that for the past few posts:P But I just can't help it. I got my form3 books and exercise books yesterday. And I can feel that form3 is coming really really FAST :| Time flies,colours fade and things change. I didn't expect 2010 to start and end so fast. I bet nobody does. Everything is so unpredictable. My friends and I are planning to go Port Dickson next week. Wheee~ :) Don't even know whether my mum allow me to go or not. :S School these few days are kinda boring. Nothing to do at all. The teachers don't even enter the class. Okayy,maybe they do. But only to take attendance,distribute 2011's books and blah blah blah:) Looking forward to 2011,a new year,a year older,PMR etc etc... I'm turning 15 SOON :D Just like what Amira said: "I'm gonna be fifteen and gonna fall in love." :) I'm sure being fifteen will be super fun because fourteen is already fun:)) Getting older each year means more fun:D That is something I learn each year. I grow a little older everyday,a little mature+immature everyday,a little fun and crazy laughter everyday,a little sunshine and raindrops are beautiful,getting to know more friends each day,a little breeze with the combination of sunshine,dancing in the rain.. Life is just so fabulous and amazing:)

Decisions decisions :S

I'm in a dilemma. I dunno why but I'm actually planning for my future now :| knowing that time flies and I'll finish high school in about 3 years time from now. for the first time ever,I'm actually really really really concern about my future. some asked me to continue form6 while some asked me to go to college straightaway. this is so hard :S form6 will take 2 years time and if I'm really going to take law,the course is about 3-4 years time. wow. I never knew decisions were so hard to make. LOL. PMR next year,SPM 2013. form6? college? either one. I seriously need to make up my mind soon. so many decisions,so little time. oh great,this just got better :( decisions are in my hand and I need to make it up soon. REAL SOON.

friends =]

I'm grateful for all my friends around me :) they're the BEST,beyond AWESOME people ;) I love them and I really thank God for them :) they were the ones that make me smile,make me cry and make me laugh. they are my shoulders to lean on when I needed to,they gave me hugs when I needed them,they cry with me,laugh with me.. I really appreciate each and everyone of them:) many people walk in and out of my like but only true friends leave their footprints behind:) and these are the people with me:) I can't name them all 'coz too many of them:) haha^^ PEEPS,just want to let you guys know that I REALLY REALLY LOVE YOU guys:D thank you for leaving your footsteps behind:) thank you for showering me with all your love:D I can't express how much I love and appreciate you guys:) wo ai ni men:D
xoxo (:

Malacca :D

Malacca trip was really nice yet tiring :) I slept for only 3 hours this morning and I'm really very the tired -______- but I really enjoyed the trip :D I feel so blessed to be in Malaysia (: so many different races and so many holidays ;) haha and oh! what makes Malaysia so special? the FOOD of course :D the chicken rice ball and Nyonya cendol is seriously good :) hmmmm^^ plus today is Deepavali :) in the busy streets of Malacca. I saw people riding bikes going around wishing the Indians (: that's really sweet ;) you seldom see people riding bikes going around these days so I think it's really cute :) getting to know more about Malaysia is quite interesting actually :) haha I bet the students in Malacca get really good results in History. unlike me :P and I love shopping there xD a tiring yet enjoyable trip :) I uploaded photos in Facebook so go check it out ;)

day trip to Singapore

I went to Singapore for a day yesterday but... okayy. so I woke up at 5.45am to get ready. went to the bus-stop at around 6.30am. the journey started at 7am. I should reach JB Larkin by 8am but 'coz of the traffic jam I reached around 9am. okay. next.. on the way to Singapore immigration. thanks to the terrible jam.. I was stucked in the bus for around an hour and half == I reached my aunt's place around 12 noon and that is SERIOUSLY LATE == grrr. all my aunt's plan is ruined thanks to the jam. I didn't get to do shopping:( but I managed to try Singapore chicken rice:P and it's really delicious:D